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Last night I was grading one of my class's journals when I nearly broke
down in tears. Earlier that day, I had a run-in with a student, let's just
say his name was Bob. Bob came to class and laid his head down. I told him
he could not sleep today. We went back and forth for a little while and I
basically said, "Believe what you will, but no sleeping." So he sat up, but
he looked horrible. I went over to him after class started and tried to get
him motivated. He felt he couldn't do the work; he was stupid. Of course, I
don't believe this and tried to convince him otherwise.
Then the beans spilled. He had been up all night because his cousin was
shot in a gang-related shooting. The cousin was visiting family in another
town. I guess the two were very close. I tried to give some support. I
suggested things he could do in class to relax and take his mind off things.
(He had family problems and was going to be locked up in a couple of days
for several months.) Eventually, we concluded he needed to go home.
But this kid is so smart. He makes connections faster than a pentium
processor. I am just in awe of his thoughts and intrigued by the way he
approaches projects. On his way out the door, he said it was the last time
he would ever set foot into school again. And it's probably true.
While I was reading his critiques on other artists, I was floored.
Granted the vocabulary was not there and there were some
spelling/grammatical errors, but the content was excellent. How could this
kid fall through the cracks?
I try to remind myself he was gone before I got him. It would have taken
a miracle to have kept him in school. But I can't help but feel remorse
knowing that one of the smartest kids I ever met walked out the door without
an education - pretty much on my "shift".
I needed to tell someone. I know you all would understand. Thanks for
reading....
Jennifer in Michigan
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